Imperial,
Green in nature,
Oh, you 0/1 of the sky.
Green, the color of both heart and harvest.
Spring flower,
Friend of Elves
Mockingbird in your glorious robes
Some exotic rook in your many colored gown
You laugh
A sweet sound
Like wind chimes in a summer storm
Until some elf lends you his sword
Then Towers crumble in your brilliance
You prove you are more then some pretty parrot.
You
The Forest Phoenix
---Kt 01/22/09
Sentinals watching from sandy shore
Crying tears of blood,
Shattering, shimmering dimonds
Splashing down the face
of Innocence,
Cutting, burning what lies beneath.
I beed.
My life is not my own.
It never was.
A servant,
Fearful of his masters' fickles fate.
I kneal,
And feel the sting,
Thir blades on my soul.
Bleeding,
Til I am no more.
My blood substains them,
And I give it freely.
I am dead.
Yet, in my death, I live a thousand lives,
Praying that it's not in vain.
I know that it isn't.
I am at Peace,
Balenced between the Chaos
Of realities.
Surviving
My Wolven Soul.
---Kt 05/10/07
At the end of eternity
Lie the waters of dispare.
At the end of my life
My love lies there.
One half in darkness
The other in solitude waits.
As I grow weary
And my memory fades.
There lies the widow.
There lies the son.
There doth life die.
There my death begun.
I will drink ot those waters,
My memory fade.
As the days are lifted,
And souls density trade.
Scars,
Rights of Passage,
Proof of my inner strength,
And Ironically
My utter fragility.
They mark me,
these tattoos etched into my being,
A constant reminder of my shame, A constant sign of hope.
I survived the worst of it. I can survive the rest.
Breathing one breath at a time.
Taking each moment.
Knowing in time it gets easier.
These scars, these blessings, this curse.
As they grow old, I remember when they were still pink;
me lost within an inner nightmare.
I look at those scars when Im weary
and know Im not that child anymore.
Im older. Im stronger.
And I Survive.
--Kt 08/15/08
Ahuooooooo
The lullaby raises
Beautiful haunting
Crystalline night
I sigh
In ecstasy
Enchanting evening
Crying Soundless words.
Ahuooooooo
The sound raises again.
I gasp
I hear my voice in its echoes
I hear the pain in its tenibre
I hear the joy in its meter
I hear the quiet stillness
I dance to the ancient sound in my head
I live its time and meter.
Im lost.
Im crying now.
My Sister hears.
She dances with me.
Howling at the heartless moon
Celebrating the honored moon
Singing laughing, cursing, drinking.
We toast To the Moon, To the Dog Moon
We howl together.
I hear the ancient song in my min
Imperial,
Green in nature,
Oh, you 0/1 of the sky.
Green, the color of both heart and harvest.
Spring flower,
Friend of Elves
Mockingbird in your glorious robes
Some exotic rook in your many colored gown
You laugh
A sweet sound
Like wind chimes in a summer storm
Until some elf lends you his sword
Then Towers crumble in your brilliance
You prove you are more then some pretty parrot.
You
The Forest Phoenix
---Kt 01/22/09
Sentinals watching from sandy shore
Crying tears of blood,
Shattering, shimmering dimonds
Splashing down the face
of Innocence,
Cutting, burning what lies beneath.
I beed.
My life is not my own.
It never was.
A servant,
Fearful of his masters' fickles fate.
I kneal,
And feel the sting,
Thir blades on my soul.
Bleeding,
Til I am no more.
My blood substains them,
And I give it freely.
I am dead.
Yet, in my death, I live a thousand lives,
Praying that it's not in vain.
I know that it isn't.
I am at Peace,
Balenced between the Chaos
Of realities.
Surviving
My Wolven Soul.
---Kt 05/10/07
At the end of eternity
Lie the waters of dispare.
At the end of my life
My love lies there.
One half in darkness
The other in solitude waits.
As I grow weary
And my memory fades.
There lies the widow.
There lies the son.
There doth life die.
There my death begun.
I will drink ot those waters,
My memory fade.
As the days are lifted,
And souls density trade.
Scars,
Rights of Passage,
Proof of my inner strength,
And Ironically
My utter fragility.
They mark me,
these tattoos etched into my being,
A constant reminder of my shame, A constant sign of hope.
I survived the worst of it. I can survive the rest.
Breathing one breath at a time.
Taking each moment.
Knowing in time it gets easier.
These scars, these blessings, this curse.
As they grow old, I remember when they were still pink;
me lost within an inner nightmare.
I look at those scars when Im weary
and know Im not that child anymore.
Im older. Im stronger.
And I Survive.
--Kt 08/15/08
Ahuooooooo
The lullaby raises
Beautiful haunting
Crystalline night
I sigh
In ecstasy
Enchanting evening
Crying Soundless words.
Ahuooooooo
The sound raises again.
I gasp
I hear my voice in its echoes
I hear the pain in its tenibre
I hear the joy in its meter
I hear the quiet stillness
I dance to the ancient sound in my head
I live its time and meter.
Im lost.
Im crying now.
My Sister hears.
She dances with me.
Howling at the heartless moon
Celebrating the honored moon
Singing laughing, cursing, drinking.
We toast To the Moon, To the Dog Moon
We howl together.
I hear the ancient song in my min
Current Residence: No where Favourite genre of music: Any Favourite style of art: Anime Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: Zune Shell of choice: Conch Wallpaper of choice: Mauve Tiger Print Skin of choice: My own Favourite cartoon character: Bucky
Favourite Visual Artist
Sylvia T. Leung
Favourite Movies
Dogma
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Seatbelts
Favourite Writers
Christopher Rice
Favourite Games
Pokemon, Golden Eye, Halo 2
Favourite Gaming Platform
Gameboy advance SP
Tools of the Trade
Lockpick?
Other Interests
Variations of Chess, Ancient History, Folklore and Mythology, anceint writing systems, Poetry...
Wow its been awile. I graduated from Montco with an associates in Liberal Studies or something. Worked three years at a local book store. And now the store I work at is closing. I have an aplication at Kutztown and I really hope it goes through. I want my Bachlors. I really want it in Library Science, but if worst comes to worst I'll take what I can get. It feals so wierd going back, Its kinda like I thought I was through with all the waiting and trying to guess what letters say by there weight.
Ok, deviant art got banned on my school's server, which really s*cks. I apologize to any one whoes been waiting for new stuff. Buy the way, my live jurnal is at www.livejournal.com/users/NathanSpx
Ok. I started off this thinking that I could get all this work into this site today. It's just that my computer is broke and I'm kinda on a time limit with this one. also I've been working all day and I wanna go home. I guess when it comes down to it I'm just tired. So, bascily I'm making this vow. Twice a week there will be eather an addition to this page or a langthinging of an erlyer work starting next week. (thats how we procrastinators like to work.) :)
Anyway I've started some really sad manga that I'm trying to scan. It's not scaning though so it may take awile. (I need a shatter proof lens.) I'm showing how bad of an ar
sometime in feb. I think. The owners keep changing their minds. Everytime we ask the question we get a different month. But, late feb seams most likely.
Off the record. The lease and the store are owned by one of the same owners but with different partners and under different companies. Its a pain. Translation is we don't really know anything but we think we will be open for at lest another month.